:+: Fine after rain :+:

Daniel is back finally & gee ... I thought he still will be holidaying in Thailand a bit longer with the gf haha . Nevertheless , it's nice to talk to him again via emails wheee

I'm getting really excited & waiting in anticipation for Electrico's upcoming still untitled 2nd album . The 1st album that they did is really great & yup it's hard to make a follow up album that's even better than the debut album . I hope it will be something even more better & kick ass than 'So Much More Inside' . I found out that 1 of the songs in the upcoming album was written & inspired by that idiotic woman who bought their CD at HMV , listen to it & then she returned back to HMV upon finding that Electrico's a local band & NOT a U.S band . Ha , wait until she heard that song . Wonder will she be pissed off or 'honoured' by it Well that's karma baby .What goes around comes around ...

I'm still pondering whether should I go & buy Corrinne May's albums . I spoke to Daniel over it & he told me it's not possible that her 2nd album will be repackaged since her record label's an indie label . I listened to some of the songs on her official website & wow she blowed me away with her amazing songwriting/singing talents . I love piano driven music & it's no secret that she , Alicia Keys & Vaness Carlton produce great music. Maybe later on , I asked Mummy whether can she spare me some cash so that I can go & buy Corrinne's albums at HMV probably tomorrow after school heh

I feel so much better ,my back's still a bit sore but I think I will get by though this .

Current Mood : OK

Current Music/s: "Safe In A Crazy World","Free","Save Me" by Corrinne May

We Believe - Good Charlotte
There's a woman crying out tonight
Her world has changed
She asks God why
Her only son has died
And now her daughter cries
She can't sleep at night
Downtown
Another day for all the suits and ties
Another war to fight
There's no regard for life
How do they sleep at night
How can we make things right?
Just wanna make this right
We believe
We believe
We believe
We believe
We believe
We believe
In this love
We are all the same
Human in all our ways and all of pain
(So let it be)
There's a love that could fall down like rain
(Let us see)
Let forgiveness wash away the pain
(What we need)
And no one really knows what they are searching for
(We believe)
This world is crying for so much more
We believe
We believe
We believe
We believe
We believe
We believe
In this love
We believe
We believe
We believe
We believe
We believe
In this love
So this world
Is too much
For you to take
Just lay it down in front of me
I'll be everything you need
In every way
We believe
We believe
We believe
We believe
We believe
We believe
In this love
(In this love)
We believe
(In this love)
We believe
(In this love)
We believe
(In this love)
Official Good Charlotte Website : www.goodcharlotte.com

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Wednesday, June 29, 2005

Today's Batman:The Animated Series : "Beware The Gray Ghost"

"Batman realizes that a pattern of recent bombings in Gotham is based on an episode of an old television series featuring his favorite boyhood hero, the "Gray Ghost." Seeking information, Batman visits the actor who played the Gray Ghost, only to discover that over the years, he's become a victim of type-casting and has not been able to find other work. Though the "Gray Ghost" is reluctant to help Batman at first, he has a change of heart and appears at the scene of the next bombing just when Batman needs him. As Batman continues his investigation with the Gray Ghost, the actor begins to see parallels between Batman and 'the Gray Ghost's methodology, and comes to realize what an important part he must have played in Batman's early life. Not only does this revelation give the actor a new sense of worth, but when he and Batman succeed in capturing the mysterious bomber, the ensuing publicity completely revitalizes the Gray Ghost's sagging career. "

I think this episode's really sweet . When I was watching it , it reminds me of something that I used to think about when I was really young . It's nice of Bruce to look up to someone as his hero/idol when he was a kid . This goes to show that no matter how old/young you're , you can look up to someone as your inspiration & your idol/hero.

I don't know what's going on with me for the past few days , I been feeling really frustated/annoyed/petty/scared over on the smallest of things.Stuff like 'I don't know how to operate ColdFusion ,I'm fat I wanna slim down but I'm still eating whatever junk's in front of me + not exercising enough + paranoid on what people think about me as a person & so on "

I think I'm still shocked & upset over what happened on Monday which's why I haven't been in good spirits lately . I'm still trying to get into terms & picking up the pieces of my life right now .

I do hope that I can lose weight even though I keep on saying it & I ended up not fufilling my promises & worst , giving up 1/2 way into the whole thing . This time & hopefully next week I can start all over again 1 by 1 . The journey will be tough for me but in the long run , I do hope to wear a dress & buy girlie stuff such as lingerie haha

I seriously don't know what's going on in my life this week . Everything has been going by & though so far to the extent that 1 moment , I can't even remember who I'm . OMG that's really freaky . I wonder why , is it bcos' I'm missing someone too much or I'm just not focused on my own life & work . I have no idea at all ....

Current Mood : Mixed Up
Current Music/s : "Take Me Away" - Avril Lavigne , "Torn" - Natalie Imbruglia , "Life Goes On" - LeAnn Rimes

I don't understand on something . If you're not a celeb & if you're like say , begging on the streets for people to donate $ , they just shun you aside like you never exist . However if you're a really big celeb , people who're your fans don't think for 1 sec & just donate whatever amount they want.

The people in ggates forums contributed 917.00 UK pounds ( aka nearly S$3000+) to buy a whole barrage of pressies for his upcoming 21st birthday . If you ask me , it's a really pathetic situation since it's NOT like he's poor & stuff . Just send him a card period ,why waste your bloody $ on just 1 guy You might as well donate the $ to charities that will benefit 100000x more than him . Crazy & siao gao they all . Even if I support my fave acts , I wouldn't go to the extent as to splash out so much $ to get any artiste a nice pressie since any pressies I get for them , they might already have it so what's the point

& then Snowdrop the idiotic cow come up with a thread that 'shows' how many fans he has worldwide & the groupies will be coming 'OOohhh he's famous worldwide' Hello .... so what I bet that people in those countries excluding UK have already long forgotten him already . Whatever they're doing , are just pathetic & dumb ass to the pits .

Good thing I have this place to rant all this nonsense out haha

Current Mood : Annoyed/Pissed Off
Current Song/s : Hypocrite - Skye Sweetnam , Unwanted - Avril Lavigne

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Tuesday, June 28, 2005

Thank god I'm feeling so much better today as compared to yesterday where I can't even walk & stand up properly ick . I took some medications & stuff & now the pain's not so bad , even though at times I still find it hard to walk ,bend down etc

Luckily today's school ended at 10am which means that I have plenty of time to rest & just chill after lunch . I think whenever I sit down , I always slouch like crap which's what my mum said to me so I better do something about it so that I wouldn't encounter such things again next time round.

Current Mood : Ok

Current Song/s : "What You're Made Of" - Lucie Slivas , "When The Headache Ends" -Rob Thomas

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Monday, June 27, 2005

Today is I don't know , a really sucky & sorta 'memorable' day . Yesterday night , I already experienced really bad pain on the right side of my lower legs . I thought it's just cramp & stuff but when I get up this morning , the pain was even worst than ever & it seems to be coming from my back when I suspected the fall I had last week when I was in Genting sorta trigger it .

I thought to myself it's impossible since I tripped & landed on my right knee so how's possible that the pain's coming from the right side of my body Then I went up to Papa & complained about it.He suggested he drived me to the polyclinic to book an appointment even though I told him it's useless since that place's forever full & have to wait like god knows when...

So on my way to the polyclinic which's 1 hour before school started ,that's when the trouble started When Papa alighted me at the junction so that I could walk to the polyclinic,when I opened the car's door, a motorist just zoom outta no way & omg he just slam though & skidded right in front of me , so in a way I directly caused that accident & you don't know how horrified & stone cold I was when I saw that & it didn't help that so many pair of eyes were looking at what just had happened man . I swear that time I wish the ground would just swallow me or become a quick sand so that I can just sink & rot or whatever . Thank god the motorist wasn't hurt at all & luckily he's really understanding & he warned me to be more careful in the future. Or else I will be feeling guilty for the rest of my life & not to mention for the rest of today.

So after that whole disaster happened,I managed to pick myself up & head to the polyclinic & bloody hell,SO many people were queing up like crap.I dropped the appointment card at a box & damn ,people who already got before me just cut queue just like that grr & when comes to my turn , the receptionist told me that all the appointments & time slots were occupied already.Basket & mind you , I was still in shock over that incident that happened just now.So I stormed outta the place with my poor pain so I was limping like a dog that injuried & broke its leg,it's that bad I tell you

Then Papa drove me to school & for the next 2 hours , I had to bear with the pain that's becoming a pain in the arse for me during Web Applications Development.After school finished, I zipped outta school & headed straight to see Mary Medical Clinic at Jurong East.

I reached Jurong like 12.45pm & to my horror , the clinic will not opened until 2pm GASP so I limped my way to McDonalds to enjoy the aircon bcos' it was freaking hot in the afternoon.So I waited,waited waited until about 1.50pm then I limped my way to the clinic.

The nurse told me that a male doctor would come & attend to me shortly.So I waited for like 10 mins before he came . He was cute actually haha , I had to stop laughing for no reason before he came to attend to me aka the patient lol . I told him my problems & after doing a few tests & stuff , he said that I'm suffering a bit of a mild slip disc on my back & figured that the fall that I had last week could have triggered the pain at my back.Damn, I just wished he didn't say that at all . I was given a few medicines & MC to excuse me from PE for 2 weeks & told me I can't do any exercises & stuff for the next 2 weeks to prevent futher pain from happening to me again.

Before I left the clinic,he wrote me a note that's addressed to Radiolognical clinic & told me to go there for an X ray to confirmed whether my injury's serious a not . So after I pay the $ , off I go to there & bloody hell,so many people were inside the place & I tell you , I had to stand beside a wall bcos' there were no seats & it didn't help that my pain wasn't any better.

So after waiting for like 1/2 hour , the nurse told me to get changed into an X ray gown for my X ray . After having it done , I asked her how long it will take to process the results .She told me about 3 working days & that the files will be send to Mary Medical Clinic.I'm just hoping that nothing serious will happen this time. I already got a scare the previous time already.

To think I wanted to start working out & eating right this week .Damn,looks like it has to be shelved for 2 weeks bcos' of this . Somehow or another , I think another factor that caused my injury is bcos' of my weight . I swear after I recovered from this , I will work my way to be fitter so that such back injuries will not happen to me in the near future.

Until then , I gotta continue limping my way at the moment until I'm ok & 100% recovered from this orderal.& like Kelly Clarkson's "Behind These Hazel Eyes " --- > 'I wouldn't cry on the outside anymore' . So this means that whatever pain I'm feeling now , I have to show it in the inside & not the outside.Well I try anyway...

Current Mood/s : A mixture of angst + pain + sadness + guilt
Current Song/s : "Everything Burns" by Anastacia feat Ben Moody , "It Sucks" by Skye Sweetnam , "Break You" by Marion Raven , "Bad Day" by Daniel Powter

Was reading all the commotion that's going on in the ggates forums right now & ha what's going on in there is making me laugh until I wanna cry man.

19 Management said that his mum wasn't the one who posted occasionally on the boards as the username GarethsMum & now EVERYONE in there is making a huge hoo ha over it.Haven't they thought why 19's doing this at all... for starters , his mum can't stand their freaking obsessive behaviours & the fact that she's bombared with tons of nonsense from them speaks for itself.All I know's that she will not be coming back there to post ever again due to their stupid behaviours.

I can't stand them too , they think that he's god sent & stuff.Yeah right , in apricot's time.That will never happen & if they think that he's still well known in Asia,well sorry they're wrong.People like Kelly Clarkson has been dominating the airplays since 2004 with her superb sophomore album Breakaway & sooner or later , people will go 'Gareth Gates' who

I have nothing against the poor guy , it's just too bad that what they're doing right now is making me hate him for all the wrong reasons & ha , what DO they have to offer to him when they proclaim that they wanna spend the rest of their lives with him huh God,grown up you idiots & the only person that can do that is his gf , period. You all are nothing but peas pods to me so get a life & stop daydreaming about this suckers & yes I think that all of you are nothing but jokers to me.

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Saturday, June 25, 2005

So I went to the ROM this morning to withness the ceremony between Ah Gek & her now husband Jeffery . Come to think of it , I wasn't looking forward to going bcos' of Jeffery bcos' argh..I can't stand his face haha but oh hell , in the end , I went along & talked to the both of them after the ceremony finished & was surprised that he was ok after all . Looks like well looks can be deceiving after all & wahahaha, Jeffery's 36 this year man oh god , I swear he looks like in his mid 20s . Anyway I wish both of them the best . Kinda feel a bit of deja vu bcos' I went to the ROM last year also around this time.

& then after that I went to Noble House at UIC Building for lunch & god , it has been FOREVER since I last stepped in there . No wonder I found the atmosphere of the place very damn familar . The lunch was ala carte dim sum & it was superb like hell to the extent I ate a lot . Here're some of the stuff I had :

-Barbecued pork buns
- Deep fried beancurd skin rolls with prawn filling
-Noble House barbecued meat platter
-Double boiled pigeon soup served in bamboo tube ( was the 1st time I tried pigeon meat . Not bad man & ya the soup was great to the extent that I ordered 2 servings haha )
-Deep fried marble goby in thai sauce ( great stuff here , the sauce was unique)
-Wok fried venison with spring onion & ginger ( wanted to have beef but cannot ,d'oh so had to settle for 2nd best which's deer meat)
-Deep fried duck meat rolls ( I love this man to the extent that it burned my tongue ick)
-Stewed E-Fu noodles with mushrooms (it's an over rated dish but no matter how many times I had & hate , I still ate it in the end lol )

& for deserts:
- Chilled herbal jelly with aloe vera ( don't know why I still order this after having bad memories when eating this in Shenzhen,China last year . The herbal jelly I had in China was SUPER bitter & crap like hell )
-Chilled mango pudding ( ooh..love it ,it's the best pudding I had in a really long while)

At least the price's quite ok ,I wouldn't paying a standard price & just order whatever I want , not like they restrict you by ordering in a way that they put the prices on the dishes.That's so not nice.

I do hope that I can go back to Noble House & eat again . The food was great but not the prices lol . For just now buffet lunch , adult price was $28+++ while child price was $18+++ which you get peking duck & a bowl of shark's fin with conpoy,golden mushrooms & fish maw for free.Well not really free to me since you have to pay them at the end

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Friday, June 24, 2005

Was talking to Jiha & she suddenly asked me whether do I still keep in contact with my previous secondary schoolmates.Well sad to say but NO .It might as well be this way since I have issues with them & to me it's pointless to do that anyway since it's a waste of time & the fact that I can't get along well with them speaks for itself.Besides,they all suck to the core & I would never forget what they did to me , verbally & physically.

As compared myself 5 years ago to now , I'm a much stronger person at heart & I have changed (hopefully) for the better.I used to love bubblegum pop stuff with senseless lyrics but now , it's more mainstream rock/pop & lyrics that's dealed with angst & whatever issues that young adults like me are going though . When I looked back , I cringed especially at the type of music I used to listen to .

Like Jiha, the past has scarred the both of us in some ways or another but instead of 'submerging' in it , we all decided to look forward to the future . After all , what's done in the past cannot be undone again. In short to the bunch of jackass ex-classmates that I used to know , I believe what goes around comes around . So if they did bad things to me , well , they will get retribution innit just like what Daniel told me about an issue that happened to him a while back . That daughter of a bastard who did harm to Electrico will pay big time . She should be ashamed of herself.

In short , toss in hell BITCH

So the 1st week of school was ' interesting' but meh , it's NOT . Already this week , the class attendance sucks like hell & somehow the whole class's slowly falling to pieces . I feel sorry for Ms Yeo but what can I do ... at most just keep quiet & concentrate on getting the desired results that I wanted.

Come to think of it , I really do feel that some of us have the potential to futher our studies & advance to the polytechnic next April.It's only a matter of how much effort you're willing to put in , whether is it blood/sweat/ tears. & to secure a spot in the polytechnic,the overall Grade Point Average (GPA) has to be 3.5 & above for all 4 semesters . Man ,that's sure a feat that's damn hard to attain .

Well I don't know really but I'm trying my best & doing all it takes to push myself to work harder to attain a good GPA overall for the 4 semesters.So far everything's ok for me.

After I finished school today , I went to the salon & cut my hair which's starting to be a pain in the arse for me . My old hairstyle sucks & my hair's really thick , just like my 2 sisters & my dad especially.So right now , in some ways I'm 'free' haha

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Thursday, June 23, 2005

This's something amusing I gotta share . Someone whom I spoke to in class today , I was trying to coax her to breakaway from her friend's way since her friend wants to work with a guy on the upcoming project. It's no secret that ,that guy's notorious for handling up project work late even though it's fanastically done & that it's a 1 man work . So it's not even called a project . That person's friend has been working with him since 2 semesters ago . Last semester was a disaster especially the project for Marketing . That someone's group ,the idea's there just too bad about the guy's rotten attitude.

So I'm really peeved that person wanna work with her friend & that guy AGAIN on this new project that the whole class's assigned to. Unless the credits involved in the project is minor , I don't give a damn but there's 11 credits attached to it so it's no big joke & laughing matter . I don't understand why that person wanna stick to her friend like superglue.My whole class knows about her friend & that guy's situation , especially the girls.Meh,can't her friend take no for an answer Well I don't know about this but what that person's doing is deemed right to her , who am I to stop her from working with her friend & that guy again eh . Just that next april when everyone's going to finish the course , I don't wanna see her crying over her results.

I feel sorry for her friend bcos' in general , she's not like a person that's either annoying or too quiet like a mouse in class . It's just .... too bad that she wants to work on the project with that guy AGAIN . Oh whatever , who am I to bitch & moan about this matter . I just find it hard to stomach it that's all .

On another note altogether , Dan's heading to the lovely country called Thailand for a bit of R&R with the gf haha . He's heading tomorrow with her so I think he will be having fun , eating,partying the days away until he gets back next week so dude, bon vovage & just do whatever you have to do , on my behalf As long as it's 'clean' fun HAHA I will miss our chats but hey like you said , you haven't took a break from a LONG while so just go ahead & relax . Just don't think too much of other things...

& I was so pissed off with the lousy old tagboard so I switch to use another one.Enjoy everyone

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Wednesday, June 22, 2005

Respond back to comments on my tagboard since I can't seem to post the messages again :

To Su-Hanna : Nooo... I didn't spray my whole room with it . I only spray a bit , the whole bottle's still intact lol

To Jen : Hahahaha no problem , I send you too many songs until you go nuts to download them all lmao & ya you know who I'm talking about *wink wink*

School has been really BORING to tears for me so far . God , it takes like FOREVER to pass time right now . Thank god for my trusty Zen Neeon , or else my god , I will died of boredom & like time will stood a stand still ick

Looks like the journey for 3rd semester will be tougher than I expected. Even though I will be doing less stressful subjects , I can't help it but be paranoid ( AGAIN) since it's a known fact that I'm a freaking over worried person. At times it sucks but what keeps me going are the friends that I talk to on MSN & of course that someone other than the peeps on my MSN *grins*

Jenny knows who he's from the very beginning & I'm really thankful for the support,emotionally & not so much physically ,verbally support(s) that he has been providing for me during the times when I'm happy or having a really SUCKY day. Ok so I don't think he will be reading this but who cares man , Jenny will haha so duddddddeee & duddettte ,thanks a bunch

Hmmm..somehow or another , my tagboard doesn't seem to be working . I try to post my messages in there but always kana rejected . Maybe the problem will be fixed soon...

I did this stupid thing like yesterday . Call it dumb or whatever but I spray my whole room with the True Star Tommy Hilfiger perfume that Beyonce endorses which I bought last year bcos' I figure my room has no 'unique smell' of its own + I wasn't really using it too much so I thought to hell with it & just do it haha & now my room smells LOVELY haha

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Tuesday, June 21, 2005

So it's already confirmed that The Bravery's stopping by S'pore as part of their asian tour since I saw the advertisement of it yesterday in the papers . If you're a fan , set aside some time on Aug 5th & see them in action at Stadium Green then.

I wouldn't really say that I'm a fan of their music . Lushington Entertainment's really taking a gamble on bringing them here since they haven't really build a solid fanbase in here . In case you're wondering how they sound like , almost a carbon copy of The Killers's music . The Killers are great , I have their songs in my Zen Neeon & they rocks & I'm sure that more people will find them familar in here.

Opening for The Bravery are of course my buddies Electrico That almost didn't make it due to some issues which I'm not allowed to disclose on here since they're 'labelled' as case-sensitive in my context but Jenny you know why lah , haha

I don't think I will be going to see The Bravery even though Electrico are opening for them but what's the point really .... just shell out $62 just to see 1 band that I really like & 1 band that I'm not really familar with ... just defeats the whole purpose right

LOL going shoe shopping later with mummy after she called me not too long ago so after watching Martin Mystery , I'm going to head outta my house & make my way to Paragon's Metro .

But before I go to Metro , I think I stop by HMV at Heeren to check out the latest CDs in stock . I might get Corrinne May's 2nd album "Safe In A Crazy World " . I'm so proud of her she being local like me & her music's awesome & she wrote songs with the legend Carole King & even won a Babyface/David Foster contest . Respect to Corrinne man . Only grip's there're only 10 songs on her album so I'm not really sure should I buy it a not but ah well...

Gavin DeGraw - Just Friends
I saw you there last night
Standing in the dark
You were acting so in love
With your hand upon his heart
But you were just friends
At least that's what you said
Now I know better from his fingers in your hair
I forgive you for what you've done
If you say that I'm the one
I've had other options too
But all I want is you
Girl your body fits me like a glove
And you shower me with words of love
And you were just friends
At least that's what you said
Now I know better from his fingers in your hair
I forgive you for what you've done
If you say that I'm the one
It's not my style to lay it in on the line
But you don't leave me with a choice this time
Why weren't you true?
You know I trusted you
When you were just friends
At least that's what you said
Now I know better from his fingers in your hair
I forgive you for what you've done
If you say that I'm the one
You were just friends
At least that's what you said
Now I know better from his fingers in your hair
I forgive you for what you've done
If you say that I'm the one
I'll forgive you for what you've done
If you say that I'm the one
I'll forgive you for what you've done
If you say that I'm the one
I'll forgive you
I just love this song a lot . The lyrics are beautiful & Gavin's such a freaking talented singer/songwriter man . He wrote all the songs in his debut album Chariot when it was released 2 years ago . It was later re-released last year as Chariot Stripped that consists of the studio album & another disc that contains stripped down acoustic versions of all the songs in Chariot
In case you're wondering Gavin who If you don't find his name familar , you might in some point in time heard of his music before . If you watch 1 Tree Hill that stars Chad Michael Murray & his wife Sophia Bush , the theme song of the show belongs to Gavin which's titled " I Don't Wanna Be" .
He was discovered & signed on by the same guy who in return discovered Alicia Keys . So in some ways or another , he has been dubbed the 'male Alicia Keys' which's a HUGE compliment if you ask me bcos' Alicia just like Gavin , sings/write/play the piano & she's gorgeous & dress so stylish & flaunt what she has without looking slutty in any bit .
Sure Gavin lack in the looks department but his amazing songs & piano playing skills practically make up for everything . I don't think he & Alicia's music are simliar in any bit . Alicia tends to draw more to a rojak mix of R&B/hip hop/soul/blues/old school while Gavin's music is a mix mash of pop/country/rock which I really like . I could buy his album since HMV's having sale now that's selling it for $19.95 instead of $35 bucks but I don't know man . I already downloaded his whole album but not the Stripped disc . That's something I have to consider
Justin Ang reviewed his album & said that "I Don't Wanna Be" is the best single outta the whole entire album . While I agree that " I Don't Wanna Be" is good , I feel that there're other stand out tracks such as of course "Just Friends " , "Chariot", " Nice To Meet You Anyway" , "Meaning","Chemical Party" & "Overrated"
Official Gavin DeGraw website : www.gavindegraw.com

So school started officially today , which means that my class's no longer called KD anymore . Instead it's now 'renamed' as KM since it's official that everyone has progressed on to 2nd year already.Nice

The timetable haven't been printed out yet ick so not really sure what elective I will take this semester & I don't even know what subjects I will be taking.I only know that we will be taking Web Applications Development which's yup , in charged by Mr Bernard & Mr Faris.I think this subject's not a pushover,judging from the 1st lesson I had just now but I think in due time I will learn to get the hang of it.

"Web Applications Development (6 credits)
Students are trained to create dynamic and interactive web pages using basic scripting language and incorporating Java applets. The training also covers issues relating to ethics and intellectual property protection, and guidelines for integrating man-machine interface issues in website design."

Wah liao 6 credits I just knew it that Web Applications Development's no pushover . What's next sia

I supposed to do Internet Marketing which Ms Yeo supposd to teach & I know for a fact that Ms Joy's teaching it as well . D'oh but Ms Yeo said that the subject's not in the list anymore so PHEW thank goodnes....

I have to admit that I was tempted to ask the others how did they fare for their exams & stuff but I decided not to at the end bcos' I don't want people to see that I'm haolian & that I'm looking down at them & stuff.Ah well that's me

Mr Bernard just now said that I scored the highest overall grade in my class . Su-hanna sent me her congratulations & stuff but honestly I just take it with a pinch of salt . My main goal in life right now's not to aim for the top always bcos' it's a known fact that once you rise up fast , you also can fall down easily so in some ways or another , I'm not smug about it.

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Monday, June 20, 2005

Went to popo's house soon after I caught Batman:Begins in Westmall . I bought the Safari theme Creative Stik- Ons at Cyberactive & wahahah it was the last pack that they were selling , luckily I was quick to grab it haha

So I reached her house after taking the bus . She found out about my grades & wahahaha I got $30 from her . WOO..... haven't thought what to do with it .Probably put it into my piggybank for now since I already cut down a lot of the frills that I used to anyhow buy & stuff . The only thing now is that I have to cut down on the food consumption rate of mine lol

Then we all went to opposite's coffee shop to have a good dinner/time to celebrate Fathers's Day. Wahahaha the min Mummy went to order all the dishes, the next thing we know , all the dishes starts to be served already on the table 5-10 mins later . So scary man... but yeah the food was great . I love the 'smelly chicken ' aka prawn paste chicken .Which's odd considering that I'm SO sick of eating chicken & just now I had some ,again . How weird

& oh ya I forgot to add this . I saw the cover of July's 17 magazine in the afternoon & woah Amanda aka Doops looks really great & hot on the cover & no I'm not planning to buy it bcos' it's only 2-3 pages of her & the 'gang' haha so not worth the buck at all + *whispers* 17 magazine sucks . I bought it once & it's totally crap . I threw that issue the next day

I went to watch Batman:Begins that stars Christian Bale, Michael Caine, Morgan Freeman, Ken Watanabe, Liam Neeson & the movie's directed by Christopher Nolan & wahey it ROCKS man & waaay better than the 1997 bomb of a movie , Batman & Robin.

1st of all I have to say that you really have to be a Batman fan/groupie to really understand the whole plot of the story even better bcos' people like my mum will think that 'oh it's only Batman what " but no it's not true . The story line's not as simple as you assume it's .Instead this movie's more darker & mysterious than the previous 4 Batman movies that I know . The duration of it is 140 mins aka 2 hours 20 mins . It looks draggy but once you're drawn into everything , you wouldn't mind the duration of it.

Christian Bale's a real hottie oh my god .. He played Batman/Bruce Wayne with great gusto & skills & in some ways or another , I can connect & understand his alter ego . People around him assume that he's Bruce Wayne, the billionaire playboy . But I can tell you , that's not the real him . The real Bruce's when he donned his cape/costume on or when he's in private conversations with his bulter / 2nd father Alfred Pennyworth that's played by Michael Caine.

Alfred's always there for his master , no matter how stubborn Bruce's . Ever since Bruce's parents were shot to death right in front of him by an idiotic robber . Alfred was always the one at Bruce's beck & call ,without any complain man.

I never know that Bruce has a long time friend turned girlfriend Rachel . Now that's something new to know lol but man who cares haha

The big badass villian in this movie's The Scarecrow aka Dr Jonathan Crane who's played by another damn hottie Cillian Murphy . I tell you if you're a groupie when comes to Batman , you will never expect The Scarecrow to look so handsome in person,that's in his 'human' self heh . But yeah he's dangerous alright.In the comic , Dr Crane was a brillant psychology scientist who somehow a bit weird & sick in the head + he loved to experiment with people by exposing their worst fears & stuff . The more experiments he done , the worst & dangerous they become. He was found out & eventually fired & sacked big time by the company & in return , he swear revenge against the very person who gave him the red light & then he proceeded to 'buff up' his arsenal of weapons include toxics , bombs & the main weapon he used is the "Fear Gas" as I like to call bcos' once you inhale it , god damn you will experience the worst fear/s that you ever well fear for damn in your life . & in case you're wondering what Bruce's worst fear's in the comic , it's disgracing his father . In the movie , it's the fear of bats & seeing his parents gunned down to death . Which's odd & ironic considering that he's Batman & he's afraid of bats . How funny is that eh

I found this bio of The Scarecrow in some websites which I think it's more detailed than what I have said :
"Jonathan Crane was interested in the study of human fears and phobias ever since he was a child. Nicknamed the "Scarecrow" as a teenager, Crane was bullied and chastised for his scrawny appearance. The boys would call him Icabod Crane, for his resemblance to the fictional character. Crane loved the character, except when he came upon the part when Icabod is disgraced by his nemesis. He was outraged by the fear that overwhelmed Icabod and swore to never expose his fears to a bully.
Crane was a Professor of Psychology at Gotham State University until his experiments in fear became too dangerous. He lost his job due to his obsession with inspiring terror in his patients and students. Crane turned to a life of evil and used various drugs, chemicals, devices, and his expertise in psychology to terrify whomever crossed his path. He took the name "Scarecrow" which the bullies gave him as a boy, and would use it to become one of the most feared criminals in Gotham.
The Scarecrow has been known to pollute Gotham's water supply with his fear toxins, infect professional athletes with his chemicals, then bet against their teams for the money to fund his evil experiments. He even had one of his henchmen spray Batman with his toxin, in the hope of driving him mad with fear."
The gadgets that Batman uses are totally da bomb man . Every arsenal he use in the movie ,they're used & invented in real life . Who you ask How about for starters the U.S military defence army Ah..bet you didn't know that

There're some twists & turns in the movie which I don't really wanna give them out here or else they will become spoilers but regardless of anything , I'm sure that this's 1 of the most outstanding & brillant movies of 2005 so far . Bring on the VCD like NOW & who knows I might even go & watch it again HAHA

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Sunday, June 19, 2005

So school's starting tomorrow .. what's new man Well for starters , there will be NO more morning assembly + instead of lessons starting like 8.15am , it will commerce at 8am & vice versa + I will officially be 'promoted' to 2nd year tomorrow. YAY ... can't believe it has been nearly a year since I last stepped into ITE .

1 year ago , I was a hopeless basket case with sucky 'o' levels grades . Fast forward to now , I'm not really a hopeless basket case with OK grades . Well to me they're OK but some people might beg to differ my grades haha

So later on I'm going to pop by Westmall to watch Batman:Begins . Heard lots of good comments about it so can't wait to see it in a few hours's time .Whee....

Wahey Channel 5's showing 1 of the best comedy/drama movies ever later on at 7.30pm which's Rush Hour 2 I definitely think that the sequel's waaay better than the original . You know how sequels are usually terrible when comes to movies . Only a few exceptations are great , such as Spiderman 2 & of course this . Jackie Chan & Chris Tucker are like chalk & cheese,they have different personalities & opinions on stuff but hell they make a great team. I have Rush Hour 2 on VCD but I don't care it will be nice to watch it later on at night .Heh

Only problem's for tomorrow how the hell am I going to wake up at 6.30am My god somebody shoot me

Today's Totally Spies episode : "The Incredible Bulk"

"When serious exercise aficionados the world-over start behaving strangely (i.e., they grow enormous muscles, strangely colored skin, super-human strength and seriously uncontrollable tempers), Jerry puts the girls on the case. Their investigation leads them to a totally buff, totally gorgeous ex-Mr. Universe (think Arnold Schwarzenegger) whose brand new product, "Bulky Bars" are creating monsters. In a b-story, Alex meets a really cute bodybuilder at her gym and they totally hit it off. That is, until he begins to "change." Can Alex save her Bulky Boyfriend before he explodes?"

This's the german single cover of Kelly's "Since U Been Gone". I found this at www.amazon.com & WOW what a really sassy cover & I thought it's waaay cool & when I 1st saw it , it definitely doesn't look like her at all,not even a bit man & it's currently the MSN pic on my MSN haha

So I'm not going to watch Batman : Begins today but I don't care I'm going to see it tomorrow . Drats, was planning to go just now but the plan was canned when I was told that everyone's going to Ah Ma's house for dinner. D'oh...

I'm actually a big fan of Batman himself since I was very very young.I'm fasicinated by what draws him to continue living despite the brutal loss of his parents when both were shot to death by a robber when the whole Wayne family was on their way home. & then Alfred step in to console Bruce big time even though Alfred's just a mere butler but his actions & anything , he's sorta like a 2nd father to Bruce .

The villians that're portraited are also done in a really great manner. I don't know why but I always seems to like villians better than allies haha . I can name some right now : The Scarecrow , Penguin , 2 Face , Catwoman, Hayley Quinn,The Joker , The Riddle , Clayface,Mr Freeze , The Manbat , Poison Ivy among many others . They're all so cool & whacky in their own unique manner but my fave's definitely Catwoman .

I wouldn't really say that Catwoman's a villian & stuff, I just like her & the fact that she loves cats ( including me ) things just got better innit + she shares a really unusual relationship with Batman/Bruce Wayne , both on/off their alter egos .Now that's really smokin'

To be honest when I went to watch Catwoman last year , I was disappointed on why they changed the original name of her & her outfit . I think that the original name Selina Kyle's waay better than Patience Philips & the outfit Halle Berry wore in the movie , it's waaay too tacky man . But other than these 2 flaws,the movie's a-ok . Just too bad it was panned really badly ... I didn't think that it's that bad at all but ah well...

I heard rumors & stuff that Batman:Begins is supposedly even better than the other 4 movies that were being made already . Christian Bale seems really dark & mysterious so that's why probably directors choose him to play the lead lol & I can't wait to see Batman's 1st encounter with Jonathan Crane aka The Scarecrow & yes that's The Scarecrow's original name.How odd..

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Saturday, June 18, 2005

Skye Sweetnam - Billy S
Wake up tired, Monday mornings suck,
It's way too early to catch a bus,
Why conform without a fuss,
Daddy Daddy, no, I don't wanna go to school, woo!
I don't need to read Billy Shakespeare,
Meet Juliet or Malvolio,
Feel for once what it's like to rebel now,
I wanna break out, let's go!
Teachers treat us all like clones,
Sit up straight, take off your headphones,
I don't blame them, they get paid,
Money money, woo, lot's of money money, woo!
I don't need to read Billy Shakespeare,
Meet Juliet or Malvolio,
Feel for once what it's like to rebel now,
I wanna break out, let's go!
Get out, get out, get out, get out, woo!
Get out, get out, get out, get out!
To skip or not to skip? that is the question.
Get out, get out, get out, get out, woo!
Get out, get out, get out, get out, get out, get out, get out,
Get out, get out, get out, get out, get out, get out, get out!
I don't need to read Billy Shakespeare,
Meet Juliet or Malvolio,
Feel for once what it's like to rebel now,
I wanna break out, let's go!
I don't need to read Billy Shakespeare,
Meet Juliet or Malvolio,
Feel for once what it's like to rebel now,
I wanna break out, let's go!
Get out, get out, get out, get out, woo!
Get out, get out, get out, get out, woo!
Feel for once what it's like to rebel now,
I wanna break out, let's go!
Get out, get out, get out, get out, get out, get out, get out!
Heh I think this song's totally cool.Ok so the lyrics are a tad cheesy but you can't deny the fact that 17 year old Skye's really talented & so far her songs are really short , less than 3 mins in terms of duration time Have you been to her official website You should bcos' it's so cool & you should check out the layouts of the whole site , which's done everything by Skye herself. & she's really pretty & hard to believe she's just 1 year younger than me Skye has a really cool name too ,her grandmother named her after 'Isle Of Skye' which's 1 of the largest and best known Scottish islands how cool's that man to be named after an island lol
Official Skye Sweetnam website : www.skyesweetnam.com

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